Since I started blogging back in November, I have revealed all kinds of things about myself I imagine most people would prefer to keep secret. My readers have already learned that I have a thing for men who are physically/emotionally/otherwise unavailable to me, that I occasionally watch porn, and that I have a complete disregard for money and blow it all on Phish concerts. I’m not perfect but I have always tried to be as honest and true to my character as possible with this blog. [Read more...]
hit me with music
My ears received a very special treat the last two weeks. I went to six concerts in seven days and let me tell you: it is fabulous to live the life of a rock star. Not so fabulous is having to come in to work for three days at the end of last week because I’ve completely depleted all of my vacation time but I have to pay this all off somehow.
It was worth every moment of sleep deprivation. [Read more...]
understand the voice within and feel a change already beginning
A life without routine is the only way to live as I’ve recently discovered. Lately each moment holds more meaning, each memory is more sacred because each day is completely different and I call the shots depending on my mood. Whenever I want to do something, I ask myself if it will make me happy. If the answer is yes, I jump, arms open, free of worry, restraint, and care. I have found inner peace again because I’ve started to put my wants, needs, and desires first. And I’ve let go of all the anger, resentment, and regret that have been haunting me these last few months. [Read more...]
happy happy oh my friend
A few weeks ago my company sent out an email that our summer hours had been approved. Because this announcement came much later than usual, I hadn’t anticipated I would have an extra day and a half to play with and because I have two days I have to take off by the end of August…
It can only mean one thing. [Read more...]
desire is creeping up heavy inside here
Though there have been many debates over when women hit their sexual peak, I can honestly say that I’m most definitely approaching mine. Not even gonna lie: I’ve been a complete hornball lately. Which isn’t to say that my libido suffered in years past, but there is a sexual reawakening going on, and I’m not sure if it has to do with the fact that I feel better in my own skin now than I ever have or because sex isn’t limited to the same guy, day in and day out. But I’ll take it, whatever the hell this is. [Read more...]
